Still in the hospital, still in pain. Went to see the neurosurgeon today, and I will be having surgery next week to fix my back. Thankfully I’ll be going through the public system, so the surgery will be free instead of costing me $20,000 + to go private.
I’m so fucking depressed and miserable right now, and I feel like I’d rather die than be in this constant pain. It seems like I’ll never get better. Pain killers don’t work that well. I hate everything right now.
I am in the hospital right now. Just wish I wasn’t in pain anymore. Hate this so much.